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back and forth

Haven't had much to say since it's just been the usual back and forth. I had a wonderful visit with my mom and talked to her some. I was pleased to find her supportive without pressuring me one way or another. That's a big plus, and a load off - I wasn't sure how she would swing on that.

For awhile there, that made me extra sure that I wanted to have a kid or kids someday. I was SURE I could do it and thus wanted to.

Then I settled down a little, and I've been having another couple week period here where I feel okay with the way things are. I've been liking the idea of us using our money to travel, to fix up the house, etc. I've been okay with the thought of not raising a kid.

Of course then I started reading some books I loved when I was younger, and it reminded me off all the wonderful things about being a kid, which naturally made me want to experience them with a kid of my own. heh So that's my crazy back and forth mind games since I last posted. Whew!

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