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Wow.

Y'know, it's funny. I've been letting myself really pour out random thoughts here, and I find myself annoyed at times by how average it all sounds. I sound like a flighty chick who can't make up her own mind and wants something just... I dunno... cuz. And it annoys me even more when I realize that's what I am.

But. I'm not an idiot. Honestly! I am thinking this through, and this blog is part of that, so I'm not going to start censoring my flakiness now. It's helpful for me.

Had a good talk with my boyfriend last night. We just sort of talked about our childhoods and how we felt when our younger siblings were born. At one point he looked at me and asked really earnestly, "Do you think I'd be a good dad?" I told him that I thought he would be a really good dad. And I do. I think I worry less about whether he'd be a good dad than I do about whether I'd be a good mom. But, then, it's always been easier for me to have faith in other people than in myself.

May try to go see my mom soon and talk to her about it all too. Good mom-ly advice and all that. It can be helpful.

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